are times in our life we ask ourselves: Why Me O Lord?
This happens when we are going through challenges we think are more
than we can handle. Is this really true?
There is a saying: Whatever the situation is, YOU created it
because you are ready to be master of it.
I hear some of you saying: No, no, this is not MY creation, this is
not My fault, this is something which my mom, my dad, my teacher, my
husband, my wife, my son, my daughter, my boss, my friend or whoever
we want to blame, did to me. They hurt me, they are wrong and I am
right. How easy it is to put blame on someone else and pronounce
myself the angel while all others are the devil. I woke up to the
realization that it is rather the contrary and that it is time for me
to be honest with myself accepting the fact that I AM THE CREATOR OF
There is a young couple, Marion and Peter who are married since 13
years. They have a lovely nine year old son, a genius child. They own
a just newly built house and another home in the mountains.
Both enjoy a great position at their job and like the
responsibility in the office. They also each drive their own car-in
few words-they have everything in the outer their heart can dream
of-yet they feel unhappy. They are discontented because they arrived
at a point in their life and are ready to wake up to REAL LIFE.
What is real life? The University of Healing teaches: Be yourself
and have fun which means to enjoy a harmonious happy world.
Naturally being yourself is more than just eating, drinking, going to
work and having all kinds of toys; although there is nothing wrong
with all this. However, it means even more: to enjoy life from WITHIN,
without possession and nonjudgmentally.
Just at the peak years of their marriage, Marion and Peter are passing
through a storm in life, they can sarcastically "enjoy" as a
drama, mutually fight it or objectively and patiently face it. The law
of cause and effect does not care one way or the other it responds on
While their marriage sky is covered with heavy black clouds-their
attitudes and misunderstandings-they come to the realization that
behind this dramatic black sky the sun does shine. In moments of
solitude, they each feel a ray of sunlight bringing each closer to
their real self. For the first time Marion and Peter become aware of
an INNER power, an inner strength, their indwelling divinity.
They now face their state of storm with an untouchable attitude and
enter a state of nonresistance, a state of grace and lightness, free
They both let go the past and accept the HERE and NOW, a presence
which is illumined by a blue sunny sky, the heavenly vault which
uncovered Marion's and Peter's love, their everlasting love.
Why me O Lord?
To set my priorities and find my real values in life: time to be
alone, time to be still, time to let the divine within reveal
-Dr Ellen Jermini